thank YOU

Do you know why you always make people laugh?

Simply because you're such an oxymoron.

You hate so much, yet you still care so much.

Thanks again for my lunch =) my stomach is beyond satisfied.

lunch time

I am currently blogging from my office table, again.

It is lunch time now, and I am hungry, very hungry. But I cannot go out to lunch because somebody is mad at me, and I don't wanna go out by my own because I don't have a book to accompany me.

I can't wait till work ends...I don't know if I should go to church for Mother Teresa tonight.

My schedule for tomorrow is rather packed, and I am so excited.

Lets see...

10 am - meeting and shopping session with the husband/bestie/winney not the pooh

4.30 pm - music practice

6 pm - training for KK at Bkt Kiara

10 pm - JAZZZZ =))) - MJ's tribute in KL

We'll be going to Bentong for durian and waterfall session on Sunday after church. It's gonne be so fun with the youth around. I want to throw Darren into the waterfall. Hehehe...I bet everyone wants to.

On a random note, I like how my hair is tied up into a neat ponytail today. My fringe is finally long enough to be tied up together with the rest of its sisters.

Work continues...

rise and shine =)

GOOD MORNING!!!

It's exactly 8.40am now. Work has just begun. Here am I again, sitting in my comfortable office chair in front of the hp monitor screen sorting out mails, Nickelback's Far Away playing in my head since this morning when I heard it on the radio, my stomach satisfied from Sausage McMuffin - my breakfast this morning.

I am energized now. I pray that today will be a good day.

to you anonymouses and unknowns

I am so surprised at how people are so interested in my life. Or rather, in events of my life that do not carry any weight at all, in a way.

Take a walk through my Chatterbox on the right hand side of this page. You will stumble across the number of anonymous / unknown people leaving numerous questions and remarks that don't concern me, but things that appear to be scandalous or judgmental. Atleast that is what came to my mind after seeing all that, excuse me if i've mistaken.

Sue me if you can for your own rights to your own mouth. But I have been brought up to never answer to strangers. So, if you want me to answer your question, please leave down your name, atleast. Not to be rude or anything, but it's proper mannerism, no? You don't go up to people who don't know you and ask them personal questions and telling them who they are without introducing yourself first, do you? As if you care.

I can easily get a friend of mine to track down your ip if I wanted to, but I will not do that because I do not need your attention. Attention that you give me only when something smells fishy, and not when I am an inch away from falling off a high cliff. If you do not care about me, I care not about you are either. Given that I don't even know YOU.

I submit to the simple fact that you are only human. Curiosity is merely your nature. But being concerned and being "kay-poh" are 2 totally different things. You justify yourself by which one you think you really are.

I know I am naggy and I am not your mother. Other people may not care if you do this to them, and I really shouldn't care. But if I don't make it a point now, this is the kind of person you are going to be for the rest of your life. Choose to ignore this if you want. Simply because you are sneaky and ashamed of yourself.

Yes, I am unhappy, and I have a bone to pick with you.

good nighttt

I just got home from a 3km run and night market with kayx, eddy, smelly and felly. I'm so tired, but my body feels so good =))

Oh how I miss running...I haven't been running for months so being able to run 3km without getting sore feet isn't too bad I guess. Imma start training for Mount Kinabalu soon...can't wait!!

It's almost 10pm - my bedtime. The thought of having to sit on the office chair for 8 hours tomorrow and for the rest of the week is torturing...I don't really have a choice and I should really learn how to stop whining and be thankful that I even got a job to begin with. I take too many things and people for granted, really.

Gotta get up at 6am, so toodles! =) maybe i'll blog at work tomorrow if I am suffering from boredom

Heard of this?

It's hard to wait around for something you know that might never happen, but it's even harder to give up knowing that it's everything you want.

What do I want right now?

Nothing.
to be alone maybe,
then only i can decide

of papercuts, papers and more papers.

Time flies really fast while you are working. You drag yourself to work early in the morning, but while you are busy with work, its home time before your eyes.

Work has been better for me. Its been 2 weeks and I pretty much do the same thing everyday. Most of the time I still have my own free time, and with that opportunity I pretend to be busy so I don't have to be everybody's secretary instead of only my superior's. Currently, I have 11 paper cuts on my my right hand alone. Little things like paper cuts did not occur to be severe to me until the cuts came in touch with water. Ouch! They are no joke. Paperwork is really not my thing. Papers not only cause injuries, they are extremely environmental unfriendly.

Its times like these that i'm thankful i'm still a student. I can't believe how much I miss being back at Campus, attending lecturers, studying with my friends and having fun. I sort of regret not deciding to go to Bali with my friends now. My excuse was mainly because I didn't wanna miss classes as i've already decided to move into the library this coming semester. Results for the previous semester have already been released, and whatever I achieved was pretty much what I expected although I really really could have done A TONNE better. Nevermind, it is the coming semester that really determines the stage of honours, which really matters.

I'm pretty sad that quite a handful of my friends will be leaving to other countries soon. If only I had worked harder and set my goal earlier, i'd prolly be joining them. Well, hopefully I will next time. To California, I pray. The only place i've been dreaming of pursuing my studies at :)

Anyways will update soon...with pictures I hope. This blog is becoming very dull and boring. Here is one picture for you,

of hopes and dreams and tonnes of hard work - the University I will be pursuing my environmental degree in the near future *crosses fingers*

Ciao people.

p/s: have put on plenty of weight recently, due to a lot of sitting, lacking of exercise and chocolate covered cherries ;)

work finally!

Since i've started working on Monday, I haven't been able to update much. I hate it when Sean tries to guess what I will blog about next, I hate it more when he gets it right.

He's right. I'm just gonna do a short update about my new job.

Thanks to Sean, I managed to get a job at Damansara Heights. It's a bank, but not a "bank" bank. Its an office bank, if you get what I mean. CIMB =))) The one next to the one that just collapsed.

(I didn't take the job at Zoo Negara for my very own reasons)

Basically my job involves a lot of paper work, dealing with brokers and shares, and settling payments and stock distribution. But most of the time I just stare into space and day dream. Sometimes I even doze off because I have nothing to do or when my job gets too boring. I get paid by the hour so I really don't mind. I'm so glad that I managed to pick up Picoult's My Sister's Keeper just now so I can bring it to work to read when i'm bored. I'm even happier when I think about the price I got it for. Sean and I saw it for rm34 at Borders on Sunday, I was this <--- close to buying it until in the midst of my doubts, I recollected that Popular card members get 10% off for every item purchased. Being that patient was literally like telling me to hold my breath for 3 days but I'm proud of myself that I did. In the end, I got it for rm23 because members get an extra 20% discount =))) I saved 9 bucks! I'm such a cheap happy girlll!!!

I'm really not used to dressing up to an office job, and even not used to traffic jams, again! Oh GOSH. I really really hate hate hate the place that i'm staying at. Pelangi Damansara - it's a convenient place for shopping and all. But when talking about going to work in the mornings and coming back from work in the evenings, its a big NO NO. I drag myself to work every morning with mood swings, my colleagues and boyfriends become my victim. Worse, the most horrible thing about working in an office is that you become very unhealthy simply because your butt is stuck to your chair for 8 full hours. I shouldn't complain much since Sean's job in not only to sit for 8 hours, but also to stare at the computer screen for the full 8 hours. Atleast I still have a variety of work and will probably live longer since i'm not exposed to all sorts of electromagnetic wave as much. For now, being the restless me, i'll just try finding every silly excuse I can to stretch my legs and walk around. Since its my first week of work, I still have nothing much to update about. Which is probably a good thing because you honestly don't wanna become the "hot topic" of the office because office gossips are so real!

Updates soon...

this is a sweet my big -garang- aunty boss gave everyone when she was in a good mood, it had passion fruit flavour

Here are some recent snippets to keep you all entertained.

this is the usual Felicia, she was like that the entire hour

my very long nails that I don't possess anymore, I took a picture of it so I can remember I had nails THIS long

amanda is taking camwhoring classes from me after mahjong sessions, did I ever mention that i'm super addicted to mahjong now??

Lucas on his birthday


And lastly...where on earth did you hear that i'm starving myself???


my tastebuds are still very sensitive to the most sinful, most glorious, most irresistable yummy yummy food!!!

i am the laugh of the day.

If you have read my sister's blog, please do not shove food down my throat. I am serious. I am not anorexic, I think I am just having stomach problems. I try my best to eat as much as I can, but I cannot eat a lot, or else I will have the feeling of wanting to throw up. I think it's indigestion and yes, I will see a doctor if this continues.

Moving on...with updates.

I watched Transformers 2 for the third time today. Being the good sister, hehe, my dad told me to bring Lucas for the movie and so I did. I managed to get 3 tickets for the both of us and my sister at MidValley. Mana tau that tired brother of mine slept half way through the movie and woke up afterward not remembering that he watched it. Not only that, he woke up towards the end of the movie complaining that he wanted to go to the toilet. So, the muscle woman, that is me, carried my 40 over pounds brother and ran out of the theatre and down the parking lot stairs on mission of finding the nearest toilet. By the time we got back in the cinema, the movie had already ended. We went to Pets Wonderland after that because my brother wanted to see animals. Then, the most embarrassing event took place as we were about to leave. Dang it. I told Lucas to be careful while walking down the stairs to make sure he doesn't fall, instead I slipped right after warning him and went down a couple of steps and landed right on my buttock. Man, it still hurts and I promise you I heard someone laughing from above. My brother stared at me and asked me why I fell, man, what a bad example. Danggg...

Surprisingly Lucas didn't complain that he was hungry, in fact he wanted to go home. We had dinner at a Thai restaurant with the rest of the family. That's when I started to feel like vomiting after the oh so yummy and glorious thai food (although all I ate was lots of veggies). I stood up from my seat and headed to the bathroom to puke. The nauseous feeling prolly affected my eyesight because I couldn't find the toilet bowl even though I was in the toilet. I heard some laughters from outside of the toilet cubicle, so I came back out and saw the "MALE" sign on top of the door. Dang it again. I am never stepping foot in that restaurant ever again. I really wish I was atleast a little taller to prevent all these embarrassing moments from happening. I blame my height, but i'm quite used to it already, I mean the embarrassing moments.

Anyways I think I better stop here. People who are not half asleep by now after reading whatever I typed, you are hebat! Haha, I am indeed the shorty that has lots to say. Don't even try to take away that title from me. Hehe, ciao.

to my favourite boy in the whole world

Before the clock strikes 12 midnight in approximately 10 minutes time, before your title "King of the Day" gets taken away from you, before all the fun you had today seemingly becomes a dream...

I'd like to wish you...yeap you!

Happy 20th Birthday!!!

3 birthday songs

2 birthday cakes and surprises

1 -garang- girlfriend to spend the day with

and tonnes of birthday wishes!

From the petite, extremely naughty, double headed boy with numerous body scars who refuses to swallow his food and pukes it all out in the toilet bowl...

To a mature, intelligent and determined young man who started to make wise decisions and scored A's as if he were eating peanuts...

Now a sweet, funny, tall, handsome and ever so sincere man who is capable of winning my heart and many other things.

Hope you enjoyed your Big Day. You really are something, that's why you are so worthy =)))

With lots of love, your baby.