freakin' thoughts

So here I am, home alone, bored with tonnes of thoughts going through my head. Too many thoughts, I don't remember what was I thinking 2 minutes ago. My mom has gone for a school reunion with her ex-classmates and my sister is teaching tuition to the kids in Crossroads. I'm quite a useless piece of junk, sitting here in my living room, killing time, thinking of what to do.

Ok, i'mma blog about whatever that comes to my head.

Hmm.

"Maybe I should dig out Angela's Ashes to read it again because it's a really good book although the author describes certain stuff a little too detailed and it's sickening."

"Maybe I should go to the salon to get my messy hair chopped off, I would definitely if it wasn't a Saturday today and thinking of my name being last on the waiting list just isn't motivating enough."

"Maybe I should go to One Utama and pick up that 9 bucks turquoise top from Wh because i'll prolly never find it again after this weekend. But the parking...ugh..."

"Maybe I should grab a pail of water and give my ever so dirty car a wash because it deserves it for providing me with excellent service so far. I promise you my car is so freakin' dirty that sometimes I can't even recognize it from far. Yet, paying my sis 5 bucks to wash my car would prolly be a better option, haha."

"Maybe I should go put on my swimsuit and do a couple of laps since the weather is so allowing today. Is "allowing" even a form of description?"

"Maybe I should take out some DVDs like High School Musical 1, 2 and 3 and repeat each and every single line after the casts since I haven't done it in a long time."

What.should.I.freakin'.do?

I want to work out. I am so motivated right now given that i've lost 3kgs after taking that Herbalife shake 2 weeks ago. I don't care about losing/gaining weight, I just want to have a small waist, toned arms and legs. Oh, and I also want to get back my tan!!!!!! I miss being slightly tanned. I don't understand why most girls want to be fair. I cannot stand girls that are so freakin' afraid of the sun as if the sun is gonna burn them alive. Ok, I should really stop being a pain. I want to go to the beach, where are my friends?????? We're supposed to plan a trip to the beach...






I know I am evil when I am a pain, but I can be worse than this and you guys know it. Come out!!! Wherever the both of you are hiding...we've got planning to do! I can't wait :))))))

IT IS A BIG DEAL OKAY

While I was out with Winney, Pui Mun and Sean today having a drink, Pui Mun told me some news that made my heart fall from the 14th floor down to the ground...

"Michael Jackson died!?!?!?!?!?!?!"

"You gotta be kidding...."

"Nooo, this CANNOT be....of heart failure!?!?"

Those were the thoughts that went through my head altogether.

Michael Jackson has always been one of my favourite singers. Don't laugh, but he was even one of those celebrity guys that I once imagined marrying (of course that was before he turned his face into a barbie doll). I was originally influenced by my parents who were rather fond of him. When I was little, my dad used to let me listen to Michael Jackson's songs and watch his music videos for quite a bit. The few of my favourites include You are not alone, Man in the mirror and the famous Heal the world.

It's so unpredictable how people leave us JUST LIKE THAT. At the age of 50, being so famous, so talented, he's definitely a legend. I do NOT believe the news where people accuse him of being a pedophile. Is it wrong liking kids????? When you are famous and filthy rich, it is pretty obvious that people would wanna find trouble with you to get your money that probably doesn't mean much to you to bring you down. Still, you'll always be remembered for molesting children. I don't think that's how he wanted to die, to be remembered for the wrongEST reasonS...

Sigh.

I'm gonna lock myself in my room all day tomorrow and cry my lungs out. Adding on to that, i'll put on loads of eyeliner to bring out that emo-effect. I don't care. MJ's death is too much to take.

awesomest

Thanks to Desmond, I managed to get a sneak peak of the pre-screening...




I'm definitely watching it again. Not only because it is super awesome, but also because I didn't pay attention to a couple of parts so I missed out. AND...I have to admit that Megan Fox is super super superrr sizzling in this movie compared to the first one. She's really my type of girl, haha! Not because of her body, but her role in the movie as a courageous yet sweet girlfriend...any girl would look up to her like a goddess, BUT ONLY as Mikaela Banes and NOT Megan Fox.



I'm gonna be watching it with Sean for sure. He's gonna be so proud of his car after the movie. Apparently his car, also known as the black knight is a decepticon if you notice the logo in front of it. I hope he's gonna enjoy the movie because of the cool parts, and NOT because of Megan Fox. Alright, Sean?

I'm only JK! I understand that guys need a break. Besides, I think i'm gonna be the one looking at her more, haha!
"what to do, I need to "get-to-know" my competition"

weight lost to date

I haven't been exercising...but thanks to Herbalife, I think...

I lost 2 kgs since last week :)

'cause you give me something :) that makes me scared, alright

I would sneak into your room in the middle of the night and hide under your armpits underneath the blanket because mummy would forbid me sleeping with the both of you.



I picked up the hobby of snacking on raw celeries while watching TV from you.



You almost made me deaf while you were cleaning my ears :P



You helped me shop for my stage performance outfit and wore my trousers the other way round and I couldn't pee for one whole day in school.



You got me a talking toy parrot because I bugged you for a pet.



I looked forward to seeing you every night when you came back from work. I sat on your lap and "drove" your car in the house.



I like animals very much because you like animals too. You took time to chop carrots and vegetables in the kitchen so that me and Melissa can feed the horses behind our house.



You secretly gave me money while I was saving up for my LeeHom CDs.



You buy me buckets of Baskin Robbins' chocolate ice-cream that will usually last me for weeks.



You got me a pet puppy after I was whining about it for years.



You make me strive for straight As and never stop telling me that it is not enough.



You got me collections of Planet Earth DVDs from the UK because you know I like them.



You cry when you are seriously mad at me, and also when you miss me :)

I LOVE YOU SO SOO SOOO SOOOO MUCH, DADDY!



Have a Happy Father's Day.
I am the luckiest daughter on earth :)


I also remember when I was younger I told you that i'm gonna be taller than you when i'm older, well, looking at me now...




nothing much has changed :S

back again

I just came back from a short window shopping session on my own after my sister ditched me to be with Eddy. I decided to find something for my very dry + damaged broom-like hair so that hopefully it'll be more manageable.

So after getting a bottle of hair treatment masque, I started wandering about the mall while holding a bar of Beryl's chocolate in my hand. Then, I stumbled across a boutique and found this...




I got this denim skirt for a VERY good buy from Kitschen, The Curve. The colour is so nice and it feels very nice on me and and and...it's just very nice lah. If i'm not mistaken this place is rather new (according to my dearest sister) so there aren't many people yet. They are currently having sales and the nice shorts are like about an average of rm20++ after discount. I think the tops are alright, but their skirts and shorts are not too bad and worth buying. So girls go visit this place!


Anyways here are some snippets taken when BFF Kenneth and myself visited the science centre in Mont Kiara last week:

through the microscope
one of it is E.coli and the other is some virus


Kenneth's hand on a static machine thinggy which describes some galaxy theory

tadpole ---> hideous toad

machine turtle which I thought was real, dang it

Lastly, to my surprise, my boyfriend showed up








he was probably stalking me the whole time...




JK! :)

i wanna hear from you soon

I did it! I finally did it!



I finally had the courage to submit in my job / volunteer application form to Zoo Negara.


Really wanna hear from them soon, bringing good news of course *crosses fingers*

says who I am high maintenance?

Sean thinks I am high maintenance because I eat a lot. Not just that, I eat a lot of expensive food and only like those.

That is just so NOT true.

Simple things like these make me a happy girl, not to mention that they are pretty affordable.



Many times you can find these chocolates placed on dinner tables during weddings. Not many people enjoy the taste of Beryl's chocolates because according to them, these delicious chocolates apparently tastes cheap. Did you know that I simply adoreee Beryl's chocolates?
See, i'm so easily satisfied! :)

So I was hunting for this at Cold Storage for quite some time yesterday, even my sister wasn't patient enough and came to help me.


Then only I remembered that Cold Storage sells mostly imported chocolates (Beryl's is made locally) So the only closest thing to that that I could find was this,


It's not even this, it was just a tiny box of it which cost me rm4.59, and I ate them all up vigorously and there was none left this morning.

I really really seriously like Beryl's chocolates :) So if you're thinking of a gift that's on the cheaper range, this would be much appreciated. Hehehe!!!!!!

17 again

The most difficult part is not letting go, but moving on.

"I guess if I love you, I should let you move on."

10 only!?!

I don't usually watch the news or read news, because I don't believe what I see. However, something caught my eyes on 8tv news tonight.

My secondary school!!!

How I miss wearing those uglehhh pengawas vests and telling people to pick up rubbish on the floor instead of doing it myself, haha. I'll always remember the most embarrassing thing my teacher made me do in school because no one else was willing to was to stand on the canteen bench 5 minutes before recess ends and yell into the loud speaker telling the students to put their plates into the buckets. All the students will then clap their hands and cheer for me after that. That's how far you would go to be a teacher's pet. Man, those were the days...

Anyways,

The ministry of education decided to limit students to taking only 10 subjects for SPM from next year onwards.

Dang it!

Like......

why didn't they do that earlier!?!

Hmm...but if I were to drop a subject, I would most probably droppp...

HISTORY.
Because it's all a lie and it's too time consuming to remember pointless names and dates.

Did you know that they've removed the 5 Hangs (Hang Tuah, Hang Jebat, Hang Kasturi...) out of the textbooks because they were found out to be chinese? So ridiculous, but as if I care. Blah.

weight management program

I'm currently on a totally uncalled for weight management program which I did not sign up for.

Details of the program:

Client: Deng Ei Leen
Age: 20
Supervisor: Mummy
Method: Herbalife protein shakes

So my mom fed me with unpleasantly tasting protein shakes that are supposed to assist me in weight losing then took measurements of my body.

Client's Body Composition Readings:

Height: 157 cm
Weight: Not revealable
Body Fat: 28.8% (too much fat)
Body Water: 52.1% (intake of water is insufficient, ideal would be 55%)
Muscle Mass: 33.6% (under exercise)
Physique Rating: 4
Bone Mass: 2 kg (too light, ideal would be 2.5 kg)
Metabolic Age: 20 (just NICE internally & externally)
Visceral Fat: 2 (good)

If my body is made out of 70% water, then out of the other 30% of my body, 28.8% of it is made up of fat!?!?!?!
OH NO. No more cheeseburgers for me for a month. Like, yeah right. I really hope and pray that the protein shakes work because they are so freaking expensive and i'm not supposed to eat anything else as one glass of shake is considered a meal. Dang it.

No sacrifice, no victory, right? *crosses fingers*




They look yummy, don't they? Puh-lease, don't be fooled.

These shakes are supposed to help those who are overweight to lose weight and those who are underweight to gain weight, so it's basically very good for health. Every glass of shake contains sufficient nutrients that you need in a meal. Apparently they contain 100% herbs and no other chemicals other than the flavouring. I shall update you guys with my weight losing progress soon, I hope :)

summer holiday updates

It's so nice not having to catch up with time, activities and people. I just came back from a 3 days 2 nights trip at Bukit Tinggi with Sean and his family. Honestly, it was a little boring, BUT...it's been like, forever since i've felt so relaxed. I like trips where you don't have to plan for the day and make sure you keep to the time when you want to travel to different places, those just give me migraines.

Yes, you must be wondering, what IS there to do at Bukit Tinggi? Well...

there's food


and then there's more food


look at the number of eggs in the pan


the gathering of young and old


annoying mischievous kids that reigned the boring atmosphere


ideal architects that are pretty impressive

But what's more fun than being close to nature?

We paid the rabbit farm a visit, and we were so fortunate to witness these new-borns. That's a rubbish bin lid, so you can imagine how small they actually are.


this is Simon holding a rabbit that was half asleep.


and then that's me trying to curl the rabbit up into a fur ball.

Sean once used to enjoy the taste of rabbit satay and tricked me into eating it. Lucky for me, he promised to not eat rabbits anymore, right Sean? You should have seen the way he sayang-ed the rabbits and didn't wanna leave, priceless. Haha, and I thought he was that heartless, how could I?

So I got kicked and scratched by trying to pick up a rabbit for the first time. I didn't know that rabbits were so aggressive because they really dislike being picked up and they will struggle their way out of your palms even if it means injuring themselves. However, there is a proper way of picking up rabbits, so look carefully before you visit a rabbit farm next time:

If you can't see the picture clearly, it says that the proper way is by picking them up by the scruff of the neck and then support the rabbit's buttock with your other hand. This may seem very unpleasant and it actually will not endear the rabbit, so you don't actually have to do this to your pet rabbit at home, given that these are wild rabbits after all.

Dang, I still can't believe that i've eaten these poor guys before.

this reminds me that there is a rabbit fun land not too far from my campus in Broga which allows you to play with their rabbits and then they serve you rabbit satay after that. So evil.

...but talking about it, they don't taste too bad actually, just like chicken. Then, what doesn't taste like chicken? Haha. NO. Say NO to rabbit meat!

More updates coming up soon :)

mad world

There is a reason why the radio only airs Adam's version of No Boundaries and not Kris'.

Obviously, Adam sings it so much better. Duh. He gets the meaning of the song.

Kris tries too hard, yet still missing the point. So sorry handsome :)

I'm so mad!!!

to my besties :)

You can get sick of seeing your family everyday. You can get sick of seeing your girlfriend/boyfriend everyday. You can get sick of seeing your boss everyday. But you can not get sick of seeing your best friend everyday.

I had an awesome time today talking to 2 of my besties, Winney & Pui Mun, until we got lost in time. It made me realize how much we (girls) can actually talk, and that it is quite therapeutic to have talking sessions like these. May it be talking about how we've been doing, or digging deep into each others darkest secrets...this is one friendship that I have learned to cherish and invest in to keep it going as far as it can go.

Best friends are so awesome. Especially you two.

Sigh.

I will miss all these chatting sessions where we move from one restaurant to another in a day just to sit and talk after the semester starts again for the three of us. Distance really kills. Especially you Chong Pui Mun! I still don't understand why must you study in some place so far away from home...but on the other hand I am very happy for you as you are gaining tonnes of experiences and fun in Vancouver. As for Winney, at least you are still around :) I am going to bug you till you die, haha! I guess we'll have more -non rubbish- things to talk about soon since you'll be starting your Environmental Science course in July, then we'll have more topics in common to discuss about.

Really hope to catch up with you girls VERY soon, I need more of you both to keep my skin looking healthier and my hair shinier with the hormones you guys pump into me.

Thanks again you two!

From Pui Mun all the way from Canada

my favourite low range brand products that cannot be found here in Malaysia with a really cute stack of little notes which will definitely come in handy :)

From Winney (you're even giving me a present on your own birthday >.<)

you know I adore accessories :)

life is unfair, just like ol'times

I'm still not over the fact that Kris Allen won American Idol this year. That joker couldn't even sing the winning song properly and simply lost control of his voice, the low parts were too low for him and the high parts were too high for him. He's the American Idol winner? Ridiculous.

Adam Lambert on the other hand knows how to use his voice really well and has full control of it. Refuse to believe? Listen to the studio versions.

Kris Allen's version:



Adam Lambert's version:

This song is called No Boundaries, but I feel so bounded by Kris Allen's version. I feel like my motivation in life just died after listening to him sing this song that he made sound so depressing. Of course Adam Lambert made it alive again, i'm not kidding you.

I am also not over the fact that David Cook won last year's instead of David Archuleta. What kind of world is this? So called justice.

Or maybe it's just a fact that I can never get what I want. Hmph.

no boundaries?

I know i'm no model material, but i'd really like to participate in this event...




I just might waste the 280 bucks of participation fee, but it'll be fun to get a makeover, new hairdo and photo shoot, plus 230 bucks worth of Estee Lauder products...oh, and one more important thing, experience!

Just for the fun of it, no? Let me know what you think.

elefriend :)

I had an extremely fun and enlightening trip today. Sean, myself together with Sarah, Jon and their friend Sam visited an elephant orphanage in Kuala Gandah, Pahang.

This elephant sanctuary is responsible of "adopting" wild elephants and looking after them as an act of conservation. It consists of mainly thick forests which is often visited by tourists and locals from all over the place. No entrance fee is charged :) hehe...BUT it is limited to 120 visitors a day.

Pictures speak louder than words, so here they are...taken by Jon and myself.

elephant ride

feeding the elephants

in the river

bathing the oh so cute baby elephants

the 5 of us :)

I am aware that these wild animals need a home and that their habitats are constantly encroached by plantations, urbanisation and buildings. Are you aware?

This is one of the baby elephants we saw today,
it is missing a leg and can only move very slowly. If this elephant was not saved from the wild, can you imagine what would happen to this baby elephant when searching for food is a problem on top of its disability?

Think about it. You know you care :) so do something about it!